you were perverted too

lust is so tricky
what soap opera did we internalize
what music video
what catechism 
which 80's porno

looped our noodles just so
what's good is bad what's bad is good
soul soothing and pants tickling
mutually exclusive 

if we were feral
when our eyes found refuge in another's 
we would fuck, and build a shelter 
instead we seek the eyes of danger
and keep the kindness for tea time