drunk juggling

the last thing i want is to break us

so used to being reckless just for me
and i can break me
and i do
and that's fine

but now i'm drunk juggling both our hearts
with a smoke hanging from my mouth
and it's a real show of danger

i hear you asking me to stop
in your grapefruit voice
but you can't just stop mid-toss

i won't drop it baby