ambition

sometimes you think

i know what i need to do
why am i sitting on a
freezing fucking cold porch
staring at nothing  
while the day dawns 
and the trees before me are lit

got to get out and
hustle hustle real hard
like brad's shin says

that's when you
let it be a thought
today is a day but
today is not that day

sit in quiet biding time
thoughts they pass, 
rhyme your rhymes